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MAYBE JIAYAN WAS RIGHT IN SAYING IM BETTER OFF NOT THINKIN.
cuz if i don tnk. itx better. cuz if i tnk. im feelin sorry for myself. forwhat?! for what the fuck shd i feel sorry for myself.
mb im jealous, thats why im irritated. i donwan to be irritated at YOU. FCUK. i cant even ctrl my own emotions larrx. lik reli wth. wads e pt of takin my anger out on u. it jz worsens us. yeahh. n wth. i did ask. obviously it meant nth to u. hmm. anw..so i shall FENGBI MYSELF. my turn le. HAHAHHA. i realise ppl startin to fengbi emself le. bdn. jiu shi zhe yang le lor.
today blackjack was fun. I LOST MONEY LAR. uh. we din gamble. =X haha. kiddn. we did lar. n itx kinda addictive. reli. cuz if u lose dn u'll bufu ma. hahahahaha. dn u'll continue playin. bdn if u win dn u'll get v tempted. so in other words, u'll nv stop. haha.
aftr sch met up w ahma. dn went sunplaza w eve,fiona,fishy n ahma lor. E DUMB GIRAFFE PENCILCASE IS GONE. beary n frens closin le. sadd. hmm. dn went lib. cldnt find e dumb microsoft word software. yay. cant do projs le. hahaha. kla. to prevent my comp fr hangin. i better go off firz le. RWAHS!
imfreakinjealous. icantbethisway. im freakinunhappy. i cantbethisway. imfreakin,hurt. haiix.

what can i do to make you mine? falling so fast, so hard this time.
what did i say, what did you do?
HOW DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU?