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why do we fall in love so easy?
even when it's not right.
and i'm still stuck in that time when we called it love.

this really seems like a joke, doesn't it..

"希望找到一个爱我的人，而且我也很爱她。"

"i still feel like you are about the same. not in the desperate sense, but still trying very hard to make things work and when they don't, you want to try EVEN harder. which sometimes does not work... eventually you will reach this point whereby you really just, can't do anything. you know something is bad for you but you just can't put it aside. You just, don't wanna do anything anmr. the pain is not longer the kind that makes you 哭到死去活来，but, it's just this very dull pain that washes up in waves. You just wait for it to pass, that's all,"