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have been highly upset about happenings,
nothing has been going well,
its not like i've noticed that there is apparently no one to vent out my frustrations to.

Days have been met with unfriendly people who refuse to give help,
a series of unfortunate events,
car accident for the 3rd time,
been wondering where this unlucky luck comes from,
to have got into two accidents in a year and get run over by a car.

Each time the only consolement i can only give myself is that it could've been worse,
and truth to be told,
indeed it would have ways to be worse, but in the first place, it would be best if none of these happened.

I can't even walk properly,
much less run or jump,
there are a hell lot of things that i can't do,
but so what,
who do i complain to, what do i say?
Who can help, who can say anything?

The accident's going to cost another bomb,
but who cares,
an accident is an accident,
no one can do anything about it after it has happened,
so what for talk about it,
what for make so much noise when no one bothers?

Its just upsetting, the way things have changed.
I am so much more skeptical, so much more, dubious.
Its hard to believe anyone, anything because no one can be trusted.
Everybody runs away when you need them the most,
and they love turning their backs on you when they know you trust them much.
Its getting hard to do anything for anyone willingly when you know they don't see much value in what you put effort to do,
the things you say.

Its hard to even find someone to Talk To.

You're a Heartbreaker.