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wellll, i think memories are amazing.

it's how clear i can still rmbr those days in robinsons that really surprise me. i rmbr some of the stupid jokes we share, the stupid moments we share and the silly things we do. yueming's one was the funniest, but i doubt she rmbers.
ahhhh but there's also things i've forgotten, including the names of many of the promoters i had made friends with. and as expected, i really haven't seen much of whom were friends last year.
weiwen sort of triggered, because i saw him today! :D hahaha. his hair's UGLY! nvr got a chance to tell him tho. he's working in POSB, man.

but some friends came closer. :) MAE! ahhhh that stupid girl shd probably be on her way to JAPAN now. GRR.

it has been one week at VIZON. vizon's alright, (tho i like REDINA better :) ) takashimaya's (TA-KA-SHIMAA-YA! WE CAN DO! we can, we can do~~) the one with problems. i manage to snap myself shut for the whole week and ended up making no friends. i dont really like the place. everyone seems too serious, and deep to fathom. at least THO ahtom liked to criticise ahluke and then make friends with him afterwards, he criticised him OPENLY. LOL. ahluke and his kangaroo-ish short hands lar, ahtom's favorite topic.

i probably stirred tngs up a lil' by working today cuz i was supposed to only do up till ytd. takashimaya's vizon rep-in-chrg came down cuz of tt, which makes it serious and bad enough. ahhh. crapp.

i saw fanglin there last week. super nice feeling :) tho fanglin and me were having different shifts and like we didnt have alot of time to talk to each other.
xinyi was there ytd and today, damn nice. ahah. i think she'll never know how she made both my days. LOL. ahhh her presence really helped alot alot, feels gd to have someone close ard, makes me wna call the robinsons ppl up to see them, yay :) haha i doubt anyone's like, free! :(

but anyway, life's bad. somehow.
i haven't been able to do any studying yet, thats number one,
and number two, the nagging loneliness never stops coming back. but i will ctrl, i will prevent, i won't let my emotions run over me, no way ..

i wanted to work so that i'll be distracted, but i guess it ended up making me think even more.
i'm going right ahead to date a few of them out. it's now or never. AHHH.

on a lighter note,
i think alex+audrey and pika+sherry = DAMN TZAI, seriously.
im sure they believe in what i believe in too,
it has almost been one year. and i definitely trust that can be continued beyond just a yr :)
amazing. :D
sincerely, no offence :D i miss sherry too! arghh.