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today
ahh. i guess the holidays gives u time to read some good books. i see eve has got a pretty good one on her hands, hha. i have one too!
jodi picoult's vanishing acts. i think she comes up with loads of theories and philosophies and stuff in her books.

"it takes two people to make a lie work. the person who tells it, and the one who believes it."

"sometimes, when you don't ask questions, it's not because you are afraid that someone will lie to your face.
-it's because you're afraid they'll tell you the truth."

"we say it all the time - how we'd give up anything for someone we love - but i wonder, when push comes to shove, who'd truly step up to the line."

"when you love someone more than he loves you, you'll do anything to switch the scales. you dress the way you think he'd like you to dress. you pick up his favourite figures of expression. you tell yourself that if you re-create yourself in his image, then he will crave you the same way you crave him."

"you tell yourself you'll leave, but then they do something wonderful that reels you back: host a picnic on the living room floor in January: find the face of Jesus in a pancake; celebrate the cat's birthday by inviting all the other neighborhood cats for tuna. you use all the good times to paint over the bad, and pretend you can no longer see the grain of wood that she's made of. you drink, because that is when she turns into the person you love; and then you cannot figure who you hate more: yourself for thinking this, or her for reading your mind."

23/11
ahhhhh.
x'mas is cominggggg.
somehow i'm more excited abt this yr's xmas than previous years. haa. today .. i heard the songs that rang so much for one mth in e years of all the robinsons promoters that we cld memorise it even fr backwards. nice moments. really, for me to be able to keep reminiscing abt them, it means alot.

its somehow heartwarming to see those x'mas decos, and hear x'mas songs all over the place.
i rmbr last yr's x'mas eve i was working. till late night, probably up till 12. after which fanggglin,kamilah and me were walking all over aimlessly in orchard road with probably a few other thousand aimless others. the shops were all closed, but the crowd was overwhelming. God knows why ay. probably it's just the RENAO.

haha trg today was with a couple of other free citizens whom had finished their A lvls. hhhaa. i bet they are really happy and relieved. ARGHHHHH ONE MORE YEAR! and to hell with all those books la..provided tt there's at least a space in one of the 3 varsities being squeezed out for me. i sincerely pray so. my parents invest far too much hope for me to disappoint them, esp my dad :)

i guess your right, why do i bother? i'm the only one who does, man. :)
and next time, i'll never let my emotions run all over me ever again. that's my promise to myself.