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THE past two weeks has been a total torture. =X. all of us lack slp lorrx. e common tng among e gangotwograceofour nw is our eyebags!! yay..LOL.tonite probably cn finally hv a gd nite's rest le..haiix. bdn today lik, evryth's nt goin well. i made you pissed at me agn. welll. nvm. but i REALLY din mean to slp ytd nite..i jz dropped dead on e bed..aftr wakin up..stayed up till 3+ in e end to finish e homeworks.kailing accompanied me. haha. thanks-! hmmm..n s i expected. i was LATE FOR SCHOOL SECOND TYM IN A WEEK. hahax.but dn agn, i'll nt b called anetchean if im nt late for at least five times in a year. bdn tis is lik, my last yr le stil lidat. haha. if i retain dn probably hv chance. slp at 1o wake up at 5. confirm wun late. lol. woke up at 7, rushed down to try catch taxi. hahax. but it was pointless la. cuz dere werent any available taxis at all..so..yahh. took e usual route to sch. hmmm. haha. n guess wad....KAILING WAS LATE TOO. LOL. bdn cant reli blame the homework cuz it was stuffs we shd hv completed weeks ago. hahaha. aftr tt mrhui gt me for e interview. whn he asked me wad were my career choices i kinda stoned. haha. cuz i din reli hv any in mind..n im lik gonna b tis aimless for e nex few months until i come up w sth ba. dn had lessons..doublemaths..n PE. yay. don nda run 2.4 today. haha. n mrang looks reli old nw..tis isnt meant to b insultin or anyth la..jz a comment lo..he gave me a..v qiao cui de gan jue. e last tym i noticed him he din look tis old. haiix. time, ttx hw fast it goes. dn aftr recess was eng. alrite la. brettwhiteway lessons r actually quite slack..his periods don actually feel tt draggy lor..which i guess is a gd tng? hahax. aftr tt was PAC. well, i guess it was our fault cuz we were eatin, talkin n distractin e others. bdn i duno. reli feel tt wo zhen de dui bu qi mscheong le. e way she said those tngs to me. e first stroke was probably e test which she entrusted us to do on our own. we seriously DIDNT COPY. but we took a much longer tym thou. so itx = copying? i duno. we had perfect answers so she din noe hw to mark e paper. she asked us to grade it ourselves. i gave her a 29, since ttx such a nice number. gang of (2 9)race o4. haha.yeahh. n she gave me tis talk bt us disappointin her..n we've been showing sam-sengish behaviours in kls. n nw i hereby announce im givin up on PAC. in e firz place..my PAC sux le. i had to spend a whole hr tryin to balance a bs ytd. n aftr wad mscheong said..i guess i gif myself up. nt tt i gave tt subj up. i jz totally gif myself up. i reli reli feel v guilty. and if mscheong cn ever see this i jz wanna say -misscheong,im really sorry for disappointin u, n probably even hurtin u. i duno la. today has been a reli sad day. aftr tt we went to e oldfolks home. our performance was kinda screwed cuz we DIDNT KNOW WE HAD AN HR PLUS SLOT of performance. so it was lik..throughout we were singin lorx. hope ey enjoyed it thou. it was kinda..difficult tryin to interact w em cuz most of em gave me e feelin tt ey found us a nuisance n wanted us to get lost asap . lol. so yeahh. aftr tt we went back to e sch..n waited for evryone n went home tgt. itx a sad tng to b e only marinabay-er among all of em. LOL. n most imptly, i DIDNT WANT TO GO HOME. don wana come home n face my sister n get scoldings for nth..so i was lik..stayin in e mrt station w e other marinabay-ers hu cld take bus. haha. n i was lik, tryin to convince em to take mrt take mrt take mrt. i even wanted to pei kailing home la..bdn she wanted KFC. lol. so i din go w her. dn jolene n wenqi went to kovan or sth. i duno. ey din decide yet whn i left..haha. saw shouren so left w em lor..i ended up companyin anadee to khatib dere..haha yupp. saw e court n nw i miss bbal. haiix. actually dere's sth tt im reli DARN HAPPY OVER.. xDDDDDDDDDDDDD. if nt i'll probably b feelin a million tyms worse off nw. hahax. is tis considered sorta, self pityin? i duno. i don wana b such a loser..ahax.anw,i love e ledger paper eve wrote on today. fcuk POA. lol. imma great disappointment la. i mentioned tt before le. no wdr mscheong's disappointed. haiix. i don care. im goin to slp. n im hopin tt whn i wake up, evryth will b gone. lik, yeahright.
iknow.itxmyfaultnomatterwad.cuzipromisedtobethereforyou.butonceagn,likehowi'vealwaysdid,-ileftyoualone.