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alright. my comp's runnin REAL slow..bdn guess itx fine. cuz at least itx nt shuttin down on me. hahax. e past week was a reli busy one. monday we were jz back fr adventure camp. n yuppyupp SECTHREEADVENTUREo6 rocks too!
CLEAN THE BOAT SHED W 3GRACE,
CLEAN THE BOAT SHED W 3GRACE,
CLEAN THE BOAT SHED W 3GRACE,
HONKA HONKA!
haha. the potents~ lol. 3GRACEo6 rocks. heheh. learnt alot durin this camp. yeahh. n..many other stuffs too. xDD. yeahh..aftr tt tues was hariraya,which was e rottin at home doin FNN, which we din manage to complete even eventually. eve, ^5 . the time now, 11.21pm, saturday. so it means, i only have sunday to complete 3mindmaps, and 15questions. FNN totally rocks my life. arghh. nvm larx. haiix. went for the cca open hse in sch today. felt kinda left out cuz i din hv any cca. =/. haha. bdn tnk tt cant be blamed la. cuz i gt myself kicked outta mine. haha. lol. the performing arts were GREAT. hahax. so were the uniformed groups. only BB had drill i tnk. haha. and ey stil r as..-powerful as ever. lol. tt shuaiiqi bahh. aftr tt went to khatib macs to eat, but i din eat. haha. almost got tempted to buy hotcakes. yeahh. n i guess im reli sorry for showin attitude in there. and i reli reli promise, to those hu noe, i ensure- nth mor dn jz frens. or rather..mb godsiblings if dere's a chance? aight. actually i cant reli ensure yet..bdn im tryin my best to, as a matter of fact. naw. cant use e word try. not strong enough. im doin my best to NOT- . yupp. n eve, wo bu hu gufu ni de! hmm. aftr tt halfway thru shimin's hse we sat down at e playgrd dere..n phebe told us bt some stuffs-. feel kinda sad for em bdn i guess it cant be blamed or sth? haiix. tnk phebe's lik, reli v strong! hahax. n evryone's reli depressed these few days. yeahh. aftr tt we went to shimin's hse..slacked abit..b4 we made e decision to go bowling. but then, my mum made me fetch my sister fr her piano lesson which was lik, WTH?! i even had to brg her for lunch firz la. bdn im glad my mum let me go in e end anw. whn i went dere ey were playin le. had fun editin e names dere. lao de, slack de, mehmeh de, gao de, mei de, jiao de etc etc. hahax. dn we went to the arcade, n dn e adventure area dere. e rockclimbin de. n i miss hpt n camp agn. lol. i wana do belaying. lol . bdn those guys r reli pros. e way ey belay emselves up dere. woots. yeahhlor. aftr tt we walked to northpoint. had icecream. hahax. n left. welll. actually aint anyth much la. bdn probably today i made a decision i shdnt hv made. but i cant do anyth since itx done le. i don feel as _ as i did le. bdn somehw it stil affected me a tiny weeny bit. i had to keep remindin myself tngs r different now le. e damn tng bt me is tt im e person hu stays dere even aftr evryone has moved forward. i tried to walk away. i was the first one to! some force pulled me back. darn irritating. i din even noe wad i was there for. but im certain e feelings arent dere anymor. =). those darn feelings i wun let em back whn i spent so much tym trying to shoosh em away. i guess im not makin sense here. haiix. welll. time wil heal evryth, hopefully.
-the unseen tears, unheard screams, and unspoken pain. (eve's words. heheh.)
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