Sunday, November 06, 2005

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hmm. finally cn blogg agn le. hmm. talkin to ahma on e fone now. she tellin me kelvin delayed her goin home..lol. dn nw she on e way home.. lol. anw..rebelled agnst my mum ytd =D. lol. duno whether i shd b happy bt tis not. lol. lik, so bad if im reli feelin happy bt tis la. lol. bdn itx cuz i reli wanted to do tis long ago le. i reli hate her for restrictin my freedom, hate her for lyin to me. bdn e worst is i hate myself for hatin her larrx. haiix. oso duno la. felt v guilty aftr rebellin. haiix. i noe itx e wrong tng to do la..bdn i reli. i gt tis feelin if i hadnt left e hse at tt moment i wld hv reli shouted vulgarities le. haiix. duno larr. lookn v forward to chalet. but dn agn im nt. cuz im afraid of e disappointment lor. cn imagine le. mummyy..cn go chalet? no. she'll gif a straight no de lor. hmm..oso duno la. n e chalet means so much lor..last yr i only gt to do e bbq. tot tis yr im nt gonna miss any moment of it. phebe cn stay for all 4days. haha. v happy for her. lol..shui ran wo bu ke yi..kan dao others cn dn hen wei ta men kai xin. lol. sian. currently al i wan is to b able to go for chalet n hpt trg camp. lol. hpt trg camp compulsory she oso don let me go lor. haiix. today alr 6th le. as it nears 15 im becomin v ..haiix. duno lei. my mum arx. haiix. don sy tis tng le la. haha. tnk tml o levels startin le..ALL THE SEC4S JIAYOU!!hmm..jay's new album is reli VERY NICE. =D. hei se mao yi has a reli nice tune to it. haha. jay's composition ma. lol. today was watchin e jing qu jiang replay. haha. jay gt 2awards i tnk. stefanie gt alot la. lol. jj oso gt alot. haha. tzaii. reli wei guo zheng guang. haha. dn energy...lik v cham lor. only 3turned up. niunai bu jian le =( anw..ey oso disbandin le..hmm. sadd lorrx. yeahh. dn jz nw was playin qingtian. last tym play oso nth de. tis tym play le. somehw gt lotsa feelings. as in. duno y la. irrelevant feelings. dn i cld feel me laughin at myself. for bein so dumb. lol. qingtian. haiix. nvm larx. ahax.
bbal ytd was fun =) real fun! esp since i hv nt touched bbal for an entire week. lol. dn i was slidin all over e place. haha. e flr at khatib is darn nice to slide la. haha. dn whn i left i forgot my bbal. haha. felt tt my hands were v empty. lol. dn i was lik. ohya. whers my ball arx. lol. dn went back to go take. haha. pumped it le =D. hmm..yea. ttx bt it. im off le.

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