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WHY DO I FEEL THE PINCH?!
i duno. im nt supposed to feel jealous. IM NOT SUPPOSED TO even WHINCE. bdn i made a big fuss over it..i feel e pinch. n i kinda regret now. i duno la. why isit tt i care. whn i tot i finally gave it all up cuz itx too painful le. hmm. for now..i guess im givin up. slowly bit by bit ba..bdn i don wana revert to e old pain. arghhh. im feelin so like eve now la. i don lik le..bdn itx jz tt. HAIIX. itx an. undescribable feelin hw tt person's actions jz affects u..haix. duno la. i don wana go tnk so much oso. both of em ARE painful. itx jz i held on to e past one longer.
*never say goodbye if you still want to try; never give up if you feel you can go on. NEVER SAY YOU DON'T LOVE A PERSON ANYMORE IF YOU CAN'T LET GO.
i jz. cant seem to let go ba i tnk..i donwana feel tis way either. i feel like a. san xin liang yi de bai chi. hmm. forget it.today was GREAT. whole day not at home agn LE!! haha. yays. i din noe nda go sch at 63oam today lor. my mum n her stupid confiscation of my HP. sEE LAR. wth. im gonna gedit back one day. I CANT GET ANY DUMB MSG AT ALL I DONT KNOW WADS HAPPENING LAR! tis is reli pissin me off lar.haiix. bdn eve's blog savedd me. rwahahahs. got woken up at 5am. 5AM IN THE MORNING. how often do i get a chance to slp in n u wake me up?! my blardy sis woke me up to make tchers day card. tt was whn i saw eve's blog n e 63oam tng. dn i was lik. shucks. i was late anw la. went to sch at e usual tym. my mum was complainin..sayin wad. no lesson don nda go sch. freakk her la. i jz grabbed my bag n ran outta e hse. i wana b anywher EXCEPT HOME. ahhax. ttx so bad la. bdn ttx wad i tnk ryt now. haiix. dn e aces day exercise was reli so paisehh lorr.at firz e tables which we placed dere was wet la..cuz of e mornin dew..hmm..dn we had to get e cloths to wipe em..bdn haihao la..i was stdin at one of e tables at e back, luckily. cuz i i cant see any1 lookin bac at me la..dn janis her tt grp v cooperative lorr. ey came out n formed a line n dance. haha. THANKS PPL! bdn most of em jz stone dere..hahax.bdn haihao larx..at least i din felt as paiseh i s i was supposed to. err. i duno larrx. haha. thanks for all those who danced worrx. aftr tt we had a few performances. i lik e shutup de! lol..n we came up w e fixed asset tng for misscheong n she was touched. hahax.
aftr tt we went to town. WOW. haha..we were actually hangin all ard. some ppl wanted to go bac to their pri sch some didnt. i was one of those hu didnt wan to . lik, no point lar. thou i hv some frens dere bdn..haiix. duno la. its all in e past le..hmm yahh. dn on e way dere..eve ahh. haha..we unexpectedly saw some ppl..haha..unexpected bdn nt necessary unwelcomed. lol. i din sy anyth..dn she gt kinda jingzhang i supposed. lol..dn we started formin couples la. haha. eve n me, cheyenne n kailing, shimin n jolene, wenqi n ahma. we were lik holdin hands s we walked outta e mrt station. LOL..at firz we went to cineleisure for lunch. LJS. actually i din wana eat de ..it so happened i bot 6bucks out n i jz felt..might s well jz spend it. i reli tnk tt if i brg money out i wil spend de..so e soln is tt i shdnt brg any money out e nex tym . LOL. i spent 4bucks on LJS. freeakk. cldnt stp myself. wasnt feelin tt hungry bdn i reli felt greedy lar . hahax..dn we went up to kbox. jolene was crappin sth bt JBOX bdn yahla. deres food..bdn drinks' plain water, n cd hafta b selfprovided - jz repeatin wad jolene said. HAHA. X) no la..dn it was lik..15per person agn la. so we procrastinated..dn went to e arcade. haha..e daytona song WAS SO IRRITATING..lol..dn ey were competin n kailing v shuy lar. cuz her tt machine jz din seem to accept her tokens. so she paid 2 tyms to play by her ownself..lol..dn went to play e hse of dead de. lol..we were shoutin larx. haha..dn ahma n me jz sat down beside e two other daytona machines which DIN HAVE ANY DAYTONA SONG. dn jolene left le..n fiona came. haha..n ahma n me realised some ppl put tokens in bdn din play. YAY. we got to play for free. obviously i lost la..lol. dn we went bac to kbox agn. hahaha. dn we left..n dn we went to mor dn words. haha..n music dere was FIR's first album n all of us started singin. LOL. since we cant go to kbox we had to improvise. haha..n i was singin darn high n i kip gettin offtuned. lol..tt was my purpose anw. lol..dn fishy came..hhaax. she was holdin his takashimaya bag of homemade cookies which smelt so NICE. really..n she kept temptin us larx. hiyoz. haha. dn we left cineleisure. went to heeren. lol..walked ard n stuff..reli so temptin larx evryth dere..window shoppin sucks. can see cnt buy.i wana da er dong lor. stupid.haiix. hahaha..dn aftr tt we reli got so sian of walkin we all settled down at e fountain dere. it was ard 3+lidat. dn we agn tried to decide whether to go kbox nt. initially i was reli tempted. lucky eve insisted on nt goin. haha..dn we had ahma w us. 15dollars..is reli alot..considerin lotsa other stuff..haiix. dn aftr tt we had fishy n wenqi. haha. dere was whn we split..shimin kailing cheyenne, eve wenqi fishy ahma me..we walked to fareast n continued to windowshop. hahahax..n I FELT SO HUNGRY. wth is wrong w me?! appetite gettin so big outta no reason these days. hmm..dn we went into e he&she shop. n i sat down somewher outside e shop. OHYAHH. n i was pointin out 'unique' ppl for evryone to see..lol. yeahh. dn i sat dere ard ..20mins i guess. soon i was starin in space le. ahma came to grab me for sth to drink..dn wenqi oso came. at firz we reli jz wanted to drink sth. me n my stupid stomach bu zheng qi lor. i saw e food le dn dbd liau.in e end we ordered crispy noodles n yangchow fried rice, NO DRINKS. lol. n I STILL FELT HUngry. siao. hmm..dn..go home le! haha. we walked al e way bac to e orchard mrt..n blah blah blah.
DAMMIT! MY STUPID HANDS OSO BU ZHENG QI!!! i din wana do tt. i duno wad consequences it wld hv caused. i duno. im glad i backed out at e last moment. bdn stil. haiix. i duno wad to sy bt tt larx..i just. haiix. k la. end here le..cia0z

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