hmm..haven been bloggin for lik..a week ba.cant help it..im kinda gettin frustrated w my comp. it never fails to hang on me..n i cant find ling on ares. arghh.
tis few days hv been like..an uber disaster. tis whole WEEK HAS NEVER GOT ANY WORSE. i cant see hw much worser cn it get. it had better nt get any worser. or i'll bengkui. i HAD NEVER REALISED i gt tt kinda guts til now . i stil cant bliev wad i said on the bus larhs. cldnt control myself.. I AM SO FULL OF CRAP. n im blardy fcuked up..wth lar. i feel so useless. i feel so..arghh. i feel so shibai. im a big failure..itx lik. true lor. itx not s if i've never tried before..n everytime i try, i regret. its as if i'll never learn tt nth comes outta it. ihatemyself. i hate myself for thinkin so much. i HATE myself for hoping so much. .haiix.
bdn welll. sch's really much better for me these few days. thou im reli losin interest in PAC. i duno wad to do bt it le larx..hmm. help me !!~
/i hate myself for loving you.
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