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i'll be lying if i said now i loved my comp. cuz i wrote quite long n e tng jz disappeared..hahax. bdn nvm la. hmm..was writin.today wasnt a bad day..it was rainin in e mornin alr. n itx freezin cold tis few days. i duno if itx jz me, or wad..haha. i jz don wana fall ill -nt at tis point of time . hahax..i really regretted nt applyin gel to my hair b4 i left hse tis mornin..almost evryone cld see e diff la. n im really really gettin irritated of my hair. itx nt s if i wasnt ugly enuf - my hair jz makes me uglier. lol. today yanti saw me she was lik askin me, -anet,whn u cuttin ur hair?! hahax..i don care le. tis friday. i've been sayin since ages ago tt i wana cut my hair bdn it jz keeps gettin postponed la. this friday. final decision. hhahaha. anw, eve's right. i too, m gettin turned off,n i don lik PAC as much nw. wellll. jz hope it gets better. yeahh.
anw, went to make IC today tgt w jolene. she went to find her dad firz cuz she had to get his IC fr him. b4 tt we were roamin in bugis junction la. haha..n jolene's a niz person to b tgt w..hahax. n i tnk jolene's dad is reli nice la..haha. his IC broke at e side narhh. he said he put it in e washin machine. anw, s i was syin..yahh. tnk he's nice..jolene is lik, as nice too lor. the KOH ppl..hahahaha.dn aftr tt her dad sent us to e ICA building..n we went to hv jolene's photo taken. i had e dumb, stupid, nerd photo w me. lol. dn i was askin jolene to flash her trademark smile. hahaha..n her photo was nice.im not lyin..haha. ren mei zhao pian ye mei mahh. rwahahaha. dn we saw eugenegoh,reagen,jlo n kenneth. haha. reli is bu yue er tong de. dn saw jieyong oso. haha..as we sat down n wait for our queue ticket de number i saw my mum strollin in. e firz tng tt came to my mind was tt i felt lik halley. e one dere,my mum, felt lik halley's mum-a mum who tnks she uds her daughter throughly which is actually lik, nt true. hmm..halley is a character fr e HOWTODEAL book..im stil halfway thru it, but itx quite a nice book. yeahh..n i din expect my mum to appear dere..so i was pissd la. i noe itx bad bdn i honestly din lik it..it made jolene feel kinda awkward lidat oso. yahh. whn my mum noticed eugene ey all it sdnly came to my mind she deleted al of his pics in my hp. lol. wads wrong w her mann. bdn nvm la. i gt send to eve ey all..so i cn get fr em. HAHAHHAA. hmm..dn aftr tt we left e building. was only 4+ 5. wantd to go out de. bdn was kinda ruined cuz i reli din expect my mum to appear..dn jolene went home. yeahh. n i went for my tuition..expected todays tuition to b a disaster cuz i was reli tired on e way dere. i was draggin my feet to waste more tym.n i was dreadin e moment i'll reach e tuition centre. hmm..bdn tuition was nt bad today. hahaha..chemistry was stil on moles, n physics was on kinematics..n tym seemed to fly today..n it was 9pm b4 i cld react. cool. left tuition..blahblah. came home n now im tying tis. well. my eyelids droppin le. itx only 11.23pm. n i hv tis bad feelin i've gt lotsa homework. ohyahh. b4 i left for tuition i saw jill. hahahahaha. she approached me w a weird look. n i knew wad was wrong la. my hair agn. lol..but she said sth i nv expected she wld hv said. she said my hair was nice. lol..hw cld she lie to me...rwahaha. i was lik. u sure not. u r e firz person hu said tt. lol. e fact is i myself hate my hair alot now. rwahaha. so im gonna gedit cut fridaY FRIDAY. yay.
yahh. i shall take phebe's advice n give up. all my empty hopes aint going to make the impossible come true. yeah? this was a mistake RIGHT FROM the start..hmm.

"she was with her flying companion,-her playmate.
the one who was sacred to her, who was the other half of the mysteries of life for her.
the one who will always be there for her, helping her, watching her back, picking her up when she fell down, listening to her stories-no matter how many times she told them.
loving her even when she was stupid.
understanding her without words.
being inside the innermost circle in her mind.
her soulmate."
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L J SMITH