260513 - Concern from all over.

i have to say,
i'm very very very surprised by the amount of people asking about me.

Sometimes i'm so caught up in my own world, that i forget about people. Sometimes i feel very lonely, sometimes it seems like when i really need somebody there's nobody there. But now i know, there are people who care, there are people who Want to make your day.

i really feel quite touched and cared for.

baox - i know you get frustrated but you always listen. and you're always backing me up. thank you.
wigyi - you always, always ask about me the moment you notice something's up with my tweets. i can't exactly say how that really means alot to me. that someone cares about how things are going on in my life.
Keli - thank you for still being here..
Kiak - you might see my stories as forms of entertainment, or whatsoever, but many times, i take your advice, i learn to see things from your point of view, and your way of managing things really help me to feel better after talking to you.
Eve, Shimin, Ahma - I'm only myself when i'm with you guys. i'm back to the crazy state, i don't need to worry about saying anything repeatedly, i don't need to worry about anything at all because i know you guys will Never judge. you guys love me for who i am. and you guys are always ready to provide me with a listening ear. thank you for loving me for the past 10 years.
Miao - idk what to say to you.. but i have to say im grateful for you. you hardly provide me any advice, but you listen, and i know you understand, and feel what i feel. and with that, it's enough. i appreciate you alot as a friend.
Layteng - how, fking, bloody ironic. i feel very amused when i think of this. that we are both in similar situations. that we are both still talking and sharing things with each other. and please, i'm out of any suitable form of word for you except thank you.
Rach - bud. i love you (: though we hardly meet, or even talk, starting to talk to you again is Never ever that difficult. thank you.
Aneesa - best. thank you for always standing on my side, for always supporting me, for always trying to make me feel better.
fion - dino feels horrible :( but dino will be okay, and dino Always loves you (:

i have to say, i used to have this very strict rules abt friends. That they should come even before the gf, because they are the ones who will stay by your side till the very end. Somehow somewhere along, i lost this rule. I've neglected my friends quite a bit, but now that they are asking about me, i really feel quite horrible for having forgotten them at some point of time.

i love you guys.
i wish this could be easier for me.