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L for Lousy.

wished you were rich?
or richer?

Wished you had enough money,
to Buy a ferrari to drive around,
to own a private plane?
to buy a landed around bukitimah area,
to own properties all over the world?
to make a jam band room, jacuzzi room, garage?

To own 6cats and 7dogs?
To be able to have a whole range of lenses to feed your dSLR with?
To not worry about what to eat when you constantly look at the left side of menus?
To be able to buy whichever clothes you want?
To go on unlimited holidays?

But if you were able to do all that,
would those still mean anything to you?

Dearest L.,
knowing that you most probably don't visit here anymore,
i wonder what do i mean to you still.
Mr Driver, is you and your van available today?

Its hard to be nice to everyone,
my definition of Nice can easily screw up.
I don't know how to Say No.
Don't know what it means to say Yes,
so if you keep saying Yes,
will people still ask? Or will they then, just inform.
Question marks become fullstops and i start thinking when everything came without consent.

Does everyone get sensitive?
They don't want others to think or assume wrongly.
I might agree somewhat with this,
it gets a bit uncomfortable.
But it depends on who, what, and the frequency.
Time and time again, pushing away out of no reason?
Because its true for me, but will never be true for you.

Manja.
Wants a warm hug from someone who aged together with me for at least 2 years.
Because, time is the best palto kia.