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Its time to get all emotional,
and think about things.

Like what i was saying last year,
this year hasnt been too good either.
I was struggling to survive the first half of the year by my own,
all that dilly dallying,
all that indecisiveness.

Iras.
Nie.
Hall7.

i Heart hall7 best because these people make my day the Most now :)
Zombieland,
Sherlock Holmes,
Avatar.

Thing is, things change. When last year i was hoping desperately for things to remain, this year i wish for the same yet again. But you know, people leave, people forget, people gain new memories. With so many of them going on attachment next year, 7's going to get quiet :(

I don't want to remember the first half of my year,
want to forever frame up the 2nd half.
Ytd's loss of sleep was worth it,
staying up talking till daylight.
The more i think about it, the more it gets stupid, how do i even get close to you?
Sometimes this gets tortuous, with the never ending possibilities running in my head,
yet i do not want them to materialize.
There are things i Need So bad, but refuse to admit or say.
How do you wish for things so ridiculous?

If i let my mind run,
i'm breathing the fresh air of freedom right now,
i enjoy the freedom of my thoughts,
not coped up and minimised within a boundary.
Still a worrywart but not about aimless things,
Yes Lah!
:)

eve and phebe, owe you girls one. Im really sorry.

i miss you,
My 14th December.