19o8o9

perhaps, in you,
i just saw the hope,
that People could still feel the same way,
they used to feel.

Surreal, the fact that you were sitting within arm's length of me,
talking to me.
Surreal, the fact that we were alone,
Surreal,
the fact that i was unable to say anything much for the fear of saying something embarrassing or wrong,
Surreal, when you were walking and talking beside me,
Surreal, when you were sitting beside me and we were eating,
Surreal,
simply because i'm around you,
Beside You.

Nighter, you Don't Know.

and i pretend to not Remember its the 19th.
you wanted me to agitate, wanted me to Test,
i knew, but i still followed suit.