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quotedude"hmm,i think we sometimes expect too much?best is not to hope for anything.so if something good happens.it'l be more surprising and rewarding?"unquote.

we Expect too much, as we are older.

it was something i truly Felt only today,
that im starting to expect returns.

because, Dearest Nighter,
i like the way you made me feel.
i like knowing that people still have the same effect on you somehow :)
i liked knowing that seeing you still makes me nervous,
i liked knowing that back then in school, Just one time of you, one sight in 24hours,
could leave me happy, satisfied, and smiling for the whole day.
i liked knowing that i could Love You and not want anything from you.
i liked knowing that maybe if you would say a Hi,
i would be grinning and not be able to fall asleep that night.
i liked knowing that Wanting to see you was motivation for me to scram and rush for that train because your train would arrive just at the same time,
i liked knowing that my friends would come to me and tell me if they saw you.
:D

It was Super Ps to headon with that volkswagon with you there,
but the fact that you were there right beside me,
leaves this tingling happiness in me.
:)

Nighter's out having supper,
popular as usual,
Rmb your PPG,
you need to treat your throat,
;
written to, Written for,
the most charming cheerleader i'l Ever know.

quoteDUDE"Haha!dude.tonight smile to sleep already la!pretty right!
Dude.you heeheehee lei.so happy!envious la.smile to sleep tonight.i also want to smile to sleep tonight!"unquote.
HAHAHAHAHAH.

i don't want to expect anything from you,
because it breaks me,
whenever i try.