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when i see you, i recognize you from far,
your scent, i smell it across the table,
your beauty, it radiates from everywhere,
i know why i fell so deeply in love with you,
and why i still am,
you're amazing,
and now, the smell of your perfume, lingers on my shirt,
the smell of your lotion,
stays with my hands,
the smell of your hair, is carved onto my memory,
but all these, they don't belong to me,
when it is over,
its hard to fight,
its hard to gain back the momentum, you used to always have.

when tears fill my eyes, i no longer know, if its joy or pain,
as long as i see you,
i can't help but cry.

It just Gets harder each time,
thats why we Hide,
we runaway,
we don't recognize.

But those messages, the time lag,
they don't lie.
Nothing's left to fill up the empty spaces in between,
you try to tell me everything's alright,
i wish i could believe that,
i wish i could say,
i Hope So too.