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i can't differentiate, kinship, friendship.
when daddy, whom i haven't lived together with for at least the past 6 years, seems to care more.
i can't differentiate "blood is thicker than water"
because reassurance, confidence, faith, comes from my Friends, instead.
i can't see kinship,
when you just let vulgarities rain on me.
i don't see you, mummy,
when you throw my stuff, when you scan through my inbox, when you have already Called up ALL my friends.
i don't see the Love you mean,
when you're the first person, who said you wouldn't want to see me.

i know teenagers have a stage in which they could only confide in their friends, where they think their parents are naggy, are everything impossible.
But i also know that stage passes,
i also know of kids whom never had trouble.

Help.