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its just that sometimes i don't feel belonged.
it seems like i'm trying too hard to follow,
like i'm tagging too tightly.

schoolwork is seriously getting on my nerves.
i wldnt mind falling totally ill because that would mean i have an excuse to not study or do any schoolwork.
sports evening's tmr. :/

what can be done,
because i never meant for things to be this way,
've always tried to ignored them, didn't want to confront them,
but apparently it can't be so anymore.
going up to talk to you would be the last resort, and i honestly don't want to do that.

`````then i must be a perfectionist too, because i only want you :)
i should be doing better than this......
what i'm doing, it's not enough,
it'll never be ..
i'll do my best.
thats the only thing that you should get, -my best.