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i'll try.
i'll try to be happy.
:)
at least, i know you won't go.
right?
i guess we have to admit, much as i try not to.
29o4 just isn't what it was anymore, problems not resolved, we get on, and it has not been helping much, because everytime a crisis happens, our bottledup feelings surface .. things just accumulate and become worse?
how will friday turn out to be?
and..i took 2weeks, maybe even more to get over the fact that you said such things, you asked such a question.
today, i know of another. i think this will take me more than just two weeks, because you had been nicer to me, and i had thought we were closer.

amidst all these, there are things to be happy abt :)
`God has answered rachel's prayer in getting back her best friend :)
`phebe and her boyfriend have lasted for one year.
one year changes loads of stuff. but they have been together, for one year. the love, the patience, everything counts.

please don't leave me. i won't be able to take it.
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i'm seriously hoping nothing happens on friday,
i didn't want things to end up this way, much less affect so many people.

honestly.
ahhh!

im trying to find the suitable word but envy ain't it, neither is jealous because they both mean resentment of someone else, but it isn't exactly that. it seems to be more of fear of losing .. more of inferiority. i don't exactly know how to put it.

ahha. my BF's album generally nice and up to standard, - no disappointments :D! LOL. okay, chinaboy or whatever, i like the third chee-na song. ahaha! that will be my first recommendation :) - qinghuaci

i think the cowboy song has cute lyrics after taking a closer look at it, LOL. tell me about cowboys not using real leather, drinking milk and trying not to fall on the grass because of their love for the environment.

呜啦啦啦火车笛 随着奔腾的马蹄
小妹妹吹着口琴 夕阳下美了剪影
我用子弹写日记介绍完了风景
接下来换介绍我自己

我虽然是个牛仔 在酒吧只点牛奶
为什么不喝啤酒因为啤酒伤身体
很多人不长眼睛嚣张都靠武器
赤手空拳就缩成蚂蚁

不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
不用麻烦不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
你们一起上我在赶时间
每天决斗观众都累了英雄也累了

不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
副歌不长你们有几个一起上好了
正义呼唤我美女需要我
牛仔很忙的

我啦啦啦骑毛驴因为马跨不上去
洗澡都洗泡泡浴因为可以玩玩具
我有颗善良的心都只穿假牛皮
喔跌倒时尽量不压草皮

枪口它没长眼睛 我曾经答应上帝
除非是万不得已我尽量射橡皮筋
老板先来杯奶昔 要逃命前请你
顺便喂喂我那只小毛驴
牛仔很忙 周杰伦

haha. cute enough :) i think the MV's just as cute. LOL. recommendation number two's wobupei :) the MV for wobupei is good too. i think the song's nice ahhhh.

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去你脸上的情绪在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪 你的美我不配
我不配 周杰伦

the mv was saddening ay, it shows jaychou always trying to avoid the media and his gf is sacrificed in the process because he can't go on dates properly with her. ahhhh.
anet the ngiao ji spent twobucks buying you-weekly which has jaychou on the coverpg but only has two pages worth of stories. grrr.

there's a rap song , che. which is super 吊, tell you my boyfriend's tzai alr :)

okay, am gotta go do some serious work, because my maths is too lousy. =/
but before that,
p.s. i think my sixteen bucks spent today was far too much worth it. for once, i think my hair's too short for my liking. scolding later is cfm will have de, even if i think its ugly cuz its too short alr. =/