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you won't ever know,
did i tell you how it bothers me?

how much i care about it,
how much those words hurt,
` i don't think i'll ever say.

but im glad your happy,
i guess?

you seem to be really happy with what you have,
and i think thats the best for you.

i treasure every single moment spent with you,
because i don't know when it'll be the last.

definitely things will not stay this way?
thats why i keep quiet,
thats why i steer clear,
thats why i digress,
its all because i never want you to find out, -

i care,
and that,
im already so crazy over you.

and if your the one that i want to see everyday, why would i ever get tired of it?

but im, satisfied,
with this distance,
with this amount of speech,
with this amount of everything,

how am i supposed to ask for more?
im not qualified for it,
and i know i don't deserve it.

and i don't need anyone to tell me,
tell me that
this was wrong to start with.

as long as your happy, i'll be.
nothing else matters :)