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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN! =D

haha fierce fierce joan's bday today.anyway i realised i wrote this crap in wenqi's physics lecture notes during the first few days of sch. as in, whn sch officially started, the first few days in which i had hoped to get into ajc..

sometimes it makes you wanna think, what is living all abt. how many years of school life do you need to actually secure a good job. and why are you working hard for a job. actually it seems all pointless, living and making the best out of it. then whne you die away, eventually what is the ultimate goal?

the whole JC issue has affected me so much that im beginning to even think abt life. wad is in tt in life that is worth fighting so hard for, and why isit tt life is so unfair. it dealt me with a blow no one would understand.

and when you dont have the best things in life. frenship and even ur fave bbal, seriously wads e point.

wenqi, if u do get into AJC and associate with the people, its he way they make you feel so belonged even thou your not part of them. its the way they encourage you and accept you it makes u feel so much better (some text missing) when i was having fun shaking hands with the AJC ppl. {even shaking hands with them, we can have fun)

its how much they are willing to do for you (the petition), its how ey wld even cheer ANETJIAYOU! and stil clap for you although your not in their team playing for them.

naturally u'll feel attached to them. the impact of not being able to play with them is probably what you get when you are thrown back to hell after a tour around heaven.

the only reason for me to stay in IJC now is (some text missing) there's no point anymore. its not as if im happy in IJC. i can go on and on bt this whole theory of life cuz sometimes you feel you really dont deserve this, seriously.

so, please dont blame me. i know im crazy over AJC, and its e impact ey have on me. i never felt so belonged in a team b4. (some text missing)

haha like yeah. suddenly i rmbed how crappy i felt at tt time. grrrr. miss the ajcians. hahaha. oh i saw this really goodlooking and cute guy and friendster in TP. haha owaes wanted to tell eve bt it but keep forgetting. but he's in the HEYGORGEOUS! tng which is coming up right aftr CSS2. its some xiaohua xiaocao tng lo. open to like tertiary education ppl (EXCEPT JC). haha they're taking revenge cuz CSS doesnt open to tertiary education institutions wo sch uniform o.O

lol. that was random. hahaha. kla i gotta go. feel like eating macs. hahahaa.

i dont know if i should wait,
or i should go.
if i were to go,
i would leave a trail too.
but i'll take one different from yours, -
a totally northern one from your southern path.