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haha my past week in ijc has been well! until i find out some.. went talking bt me. i mean, i guess its her responsibility to talk about me, but i cant help but blame her cuz it was the basic trust i had in her that was betrayed.

being in a jc has changed alot of tngs in my life. but e most impt tng ive found out is tt i realise that teachers can never be trusted (anymore)..

wellll. it took miss cheong quite some time to trust me too, anyway, cuz i believe she never believed in me the moment she saw me. LOL. heng i knew i cld do acs and i proved it to her. honestly, i cant forget the first response she gave when i scored well in e first test she gave . it was simply : young lady, u scored well probably cuz u were fast.

fasT? mann. e ONLY tng i can be proud of myself is my acs! and i can PROUDLY SAY , no! im not fast, i can ace ACS, kay? haha! XDDD

okayy la. tt was ..abit proud. i feel, sorta uncomfortable. haha. but anw, i proved to miss cheong in the nex few tests tt i wasnt JUST fast. haha. she believed me in e end anyway.

LOL. i doubt i'll ever find another teacher like e ever so nice miss cheong, and the ever so forgiving mdm afrose! mdm gOWRI looks lik her la. and cuz of tt, im startin to forget how mdm afrose looks like.......=(

it was mdm afrose tt motivated me to get my b4 in fnn, miss cheong for my a1 in acs. yeah, teachers. yeah. basic trust - betrayed. im gonna keep to myself even more than ever for e next two years..

literature is getting interesting..but it changes the way i look and think at/of things and i dont really like it. although i only got a pathetic D for my very first assignment, at least i passed. =(

haha. but MY LOVE FOR CHEMISTRY IS UNDYING! hahahahahaha.

``` , i dont enjoy the fact im notorious in sch, i dont enjoy the fact PEOPLE look at students by e way they DRESS, the way they SPEAK, the way they BEHAVE, they way they WAX THEIR HAIR, cuz USUALLY, tt is nt who THEY REALLY ARE INSIDE.

you can say im rebellious, i dont care.
say im lazy, i dont care.
say my attitude sucks, i dont care.

im really cracked up at this, cuz it added on to my fcuking bad mood.
aftereverythingimnowamotherfcukeraschemingdisgustingliar.idontknowwhatelsetodoanymore.