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IT CAME out exactly the way i expected it to - INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE, science.

YEAH, like tt 'SCIENCE' is of any use. o.0 i'll be ultimately forced to a arts combination which i have no choice over. yeah, talk abt opportunity cost. i'LL FLUNK ENGLISH LIT I TELL YOU.

ohwell. forget it. i had abt enough. i was late for sch this morning. whn i actually reached, was made to run 3 rounds and i saw JAE POSTING RESULTS on a few boards and i cldnt wait to like, hurry run finish those 3 rounds and check out e board.

wad hpns was, i din see my NRIC there cuz they only show ppl hu have been posted back. I wasntdere..

then i actually sped to the library to check the results of my posting. n i saw innova junior college and i was so pissed at the board for lying to me, cuz i was tnkin probably cjc took me in.

yeahh. early dismissal fr sch cuz my mum was so angry. I WAS AS ANGRY LA, can. i mean, cheyenne and charmaine got the same points as me and they managed to get into SAJC'S arts. WHY? cuz they have CCA POINTS. and i dont have it.

im nt being offensive towards cheyenne or char bdn i just, you noe. cant take it lying down. but i guess..on my way home fr aj trg just now. i was tnkin. PROBABLY if i do have those cca points, i wld be so reliant on it i wldnt study as hard.

its CUZ i dont have those cca points, tts why i studied this hard and tts why i got 14. BUT still, its really devastating lar.

ajc! argh. im gonna miss the bbal ppl. =( xiaohei says she does hope we all get in, but if eventually we cant, we just hafta get over it and not bROOD over it too much. ppl are all saying, aiya can la. aiya, nth one la. don worry la. BUT you urself know, and whn u face the harsh reality u jz hafta tel urself they are just trying to make u feel better thou ey emself might oso noe tt its impossible.

went to SAJC, CJC and NYJC to appeal. SAJC told me it was impossible. i guessed so too la. who wld wanna take it such a lousy scorer. moreover. NO CCA. mmm.

CJC was a sorta dark place.....i guess it was cuz it was raining lar. but stil it seemed kinda, uh. dark. yeap. o tt reminds me. e sch's sorta complicated i din even manage to see e track. haha.

NYJC'S ..really high tech. i mean, upon stepping in u dont get e feeling tt ur in a jc. it feels like ur neighbourhood void deck cum stadium. LOL. homely feeling la. and i was having alot of fun playin w e intercom outside staffrm. HAHA. tt paging system super cool la. SENSOR DE. haha.

BUT THE BEST HOME FEELING IS FR SAJC, yeah. haha. i mean, somehow u can jz feel tt u belong there. haha. i shall not wish so much for anyth la. i may nt even call to check. i dont wanna hear - ur appeal has been unsuccessful.

damn la, cuz whn i was appealing for sec sch, smx even sent me a letter to tel me they regret notifying me tt i din get into the sch. hmmm.. its bad enough my appeal din get thru la. BUT, if nt for tt i wldnt have been in PHS. XDD. thats life for you.

went to ajc, finally, for bbal trg. coach says we either hear news the next 3 days, or its nth. =( im expecting nth lar. haiix. we are supposed to be prepared to go to wherever we're posted to, so. haiix. innova aint tt bad eh. =D. 4 4As scorers, 25 3As scorers for a first. its an achievement, really.

the appeal-ers all din get in ajc. =/ shina's v depressed, infact. always full of smiles, she had a blank expression on today evrybody went to ask wads wrong w her. even whn we were like, SHINA, SMILE! she jz forced a smile for us. yoshin's not talking. the rest of us are like, this is gonna be our last few times tgt........................................................................................................this is our 3rd last -AJ, WOSH! and ....................................

anywayyy, im happy still for the poly ppl, cuz they all got into their first choice courses! HAHA. esp tt stupid winnarrrrrrrrrrr. =D ELYH!

haiix. the jc ppl are either unhappy or devastated. =/

INNOVA AGN, tml. i tnk e tchers wun like seein me there. HAHA. im off.
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