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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LJY!-

i came home, and the first tng i felt like doing was writing.

writing evryth i felt ever since the moment i woke up today.

hmmm.

so, yah. i was alright whn i woke up today, but for some reason, whn i reached sch today, i felt kinda lousy. yeah. and its kinda unexpected tt someone treated me nice today. ahhuh. xD

so, at least tt made my day. lol. so, we watched forrest gump, continued fr ytd. haha. tt guy's tzaii. seriously. lol. bdn i was tnkin he really needed alot of luck.

haha. probably i sound kinda sore. talking bt luck and effort, i seriously see tt whn u dont fcuking put in any effort u get better results.

yeah. and i mean, ignore and evryth. treat as invisible. evryth comes to u like magic and u start wondering wth did i do?

and u'll realise. u din do anyth at all, thats wad u did.

it aint as if u'll feel gd if u dammit tried to msg ppl and try to have a conversation w em for umpteen times but yet get lesser dn 5 replies yet someone else who randomly does it got replies for..one day and a half? and tt someone was e one hu din reply.

yeah. mb i was following too tightly and got e person irritated.

yeah.

so aftr sch, sat in the class and listened to miss yeo talk bt ..uh. stuffs. like, future? yeah. ahahah. went to pass jy her brownie aftr tt.

and im gonna expose jy right here. ehheh. she said shimin and eve failed their fnn cuz their cake din rise!

and i was like, jy. uh. its supposed to be a brownie.

ahahahahahaha. anw, she was super touched, and she kept thanking me thou i kept tellin her i had no credit in tt brownie. LOL.

yea. and was feeling really happy for her cuz she seriously din expect her bday this yr to be such a gd one, and oso, bday msgs fr many unexpected ppl. and i feel damn bad we cldnt be dere w her ytd.

uhwell. haha. so we jz sat ard e grass patches and talked. haha. crapshit la. she was the one hu talked. i listened. LOL.

miss yeo's talk made me feel very lost la.

cuz, i dont know. i dont even know wad i intend to be in the future. im jz kinda like, doin wad im supposed to be doin now. im like, doin it cuz its a routine? cuz im supposed to do it?

yeah, so i have only one goal now, and that goal's gonna die out if i dont get gd enough results for my Os.

ohwell. so tts abt it.

'll keep the rest somewhere else. lol.
try.trytryinglikesomeblardyidert.