25o7o6--2

SQUAMPOO!
that was my day today. -totally f-ed up.

i wana say im really sorry to all those i irritated, pissd off, attitude at, shouted at, and evryth at. ive never lost myself this much before.

haha..im screwd. probably ive always been lidat, but i only realised it today.

i just saw one of my primary school fren's nickname - gei wo ge ji hui lai zhao gu ni,bao hu ni,rang ni zai ci gan shou shen me jiao zuo tong hua hao ma? haha. sweet right. LOL. but we never talked for a really long time le. and we had some disputes back then. ahaha. how childish can pri sch kids get. lol. i noe, VERY CHILDISH! haha. cuz now sec4 le im still SO CHILDISH. hehh. BDN SARAH IS ALSO CHILDISH!!!!! hahahaha. okay. tt sentence alone showed my childishness even more.

walked home just now cuz had to make a trip to e lib. passed by this music shop whn i heard em playing xianjian's liu yue de yu i just went in. -.- haha. alright. and i saw tt k8ooi's OUT LE! bdn its ard 7oo-8oo lo. guess i hafta wait awhile b4 getting it le. but anw, im satisfied w my fone currently.

MY FONE......................................argh. wads my mum's damned problem? she came home ytd, and she just got really pissd seeing the house in a whole mess, cuz apparently i din do any housework ytd cuz i wasnt..uh. feeling well. ahahahahahahaahah. =X yeah. she came back and started screaming. the next moment b4 we knew it, e electricity was gone. DAMN F-ED up....hmmm. whn e electricity came back i din feel like slping anymore. lol.in e end i gt to slp only at 4+5. yeah,-and im not tired at all. IM A TRUE NOCTURAL HUMAN BEING. lollollol. a few hours ltr, she welcomed me w - FCUK YOU WAKE UP ITS ALR 7.3o!

and yes, she used the word fcuk you. im not like, trying to insult my mum here but i really really cldnt std it. i guess that alone spoiled my whole day. anw, dn aftr tt, she asked for my hp. BOTH MY HANDPHONES. so..alright. i turned em both in. it got me really pissd thou. haiix.

i dint even bother to take off my mp3 upon reaching sch. i mean, confiscate. do it. take evrything. TAKE MY LIFE AS WELL. duno la. i was just very pissd at e fact tt i had to live in the damned darkness for two hours or probably even more and dn get -fcuk you! at first tng in the morning. the moment i reached 29o4 i started shouting at them. im really really sorry. haiix. yeah.

and seeing four damned idiots really made my day worse la.. x, j, b, x. yeah. haha. all e initials. and anw, i saw one final one whn i was praying i wldnt see anyone anymore. -T. hahaha.

ahhh. i just saw eugene goh's photos. lol. he actually wears collared long sleeved shirts when he goes out. lol..shuaii. hehh.

okay . no link. yeah. so e day had to still go on thou. had double physics, and chem. dn it was recess. dn we had acs, which we were chased to the library. eve, cheyenne, kailing, eugenegoh and me. and we were talking there, cuz we werent allowed to play monopoly. LOL. we did tt ytd cuz we were so bored. lol. okay la. im really feeling damn sucky cuz i failed my acs. not that i expected not to fail, but im kinda relying alot on my acs. yah. so im like, neither here nor dere cuz i failed my ss, and YAH, i flunked my maths too.

and anyway, i only gt 23 for my chinese comprehension over 4o marks. and im damn scared im nt gonna score well for chinese Os. the useless me have very little subjs to fall on. which is actually chinese chem and acs. my chinese's gone, acs' gone, and chem is only half of a subject. and i am not the truth, the way and the life. hha. kla. i dont mean to insult Jesus. sorry. e tng is..im nt a smart person, and i dont like studying. tsktsk.

okay. do i sound like some nerd whn im fussing over my subjects? i dont want to sound like some idert. lol. whn sch ended, i continued to irritate ppl, until phebe came to agitate me n i finally just. let go. whn i actually did, it felt better somehow la. thanks to evryone there. esp phebe. haiix. bdn aftr awhile i went to go tnk more and it made me worse la. argh. at least i din behave like some lunatic and continue insulting Jesus. yeah.

went for mass hair cutting agn. haha. just cut my hair agn bdn i wana cut agn. LOL. i really like one of the hairstyles i saw there. haha. its my meng mei yi qiu de hairstyle, which i never ever dared to cut cuz of my mum. next time, perhaps. dn went to walk walk and stuffs.

yeah. so..nth much le. 25th of july 2oo6 was a really bad day for me, and im hoping it'll be over soon. tml will be better. =D. hopefully.
i..really needed you so bad.