Sunday, May 21, 2006

21o5o6

lol. jz had e urge to blog lo. yupyup..n kinda cldnt slp la. so im here! hahax.
hmmm. got the damned results back for the past week..yea. n im kinda pissed at myself lo. lol. i jz passed my humanities. so..if it goes on lidat, it means i'll hafta actually depend on my fnn for my L1R5. mg. haha. cant imagine dependin on my fnn la. cuz i was totally nt intendin to use it. haha. im a loser at fnn. so i intended to flunk it e way shuhui did. tnk its damn cool. BTW I GOT B4 FOR MY FNN FOR THE FIRST TIME . haha. tnk its e result im most proud of for tis midyear ba. i wan my reward! hahahahahahaha. shhhh. ahwell..anw i tnk i hafta go reconsider my choices le. no choice lo. unless i improve on my essays. cuz i failed all my essays for both geog and ss. lol. i gt the same marks s eve n cheyenne hu answered only one qn outta e two part essay qn. 2qn for e mark of 1. LOL. wth la. hha. or mb go find phebe ask her coach me. lol. her humanities damn tzaii lo. heh.
haix. duno la. hv been irritated n depressd for e past week. i started to tnk alot lo. evryone has their own..world ? haha. i duno how to exactly put it la. n i jz confirmed sth last week. wondered y it wasnt said. okay. probably im such a blabbermouth so it was decided i shdnt noe. ahaha. welll. im nt e only affected one la. n i shdnt b so affected cuz i wasnt close enuf arh. bdn i was jz..sorta tnkin bt it la.
hmmm..i don uds la. it was..mean. it totally suckd. yet it din seem to matter la. i tried to tnk why but i cldnt get anyth. and i gt myself disappointed agn somehow. "disappointment has alr become a routine". tangyu xiaobao! haha. btw. xianjian finish le. e endin was kinda crap cuz only xiaoyao n his child was alive in e end. haiix. hmmm..n im once agn convinced impossible = impossible. it wil remain tt way la. ive tried la. n ive failed as many times as i tried. conclusion? i shd jz give up trying. so much for impossible=i m possible. haha. bdn nawway am i gona gif up la. im stil gonna hold on, no matter wad. =) kla. go slp le. goodnights.

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