16o3o6

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mmm. today was kinda bad day.my mum did it agn. today itx ahmawenqiyuenchen. fcuk. i reli feel so guilty n helpless. dere seems to b nth else i cn do except to keep apologizin. and apologizin never helps anyth .haiix. my mum gt to wenqi's mum. n i guess i reli got wenqi into big trouble tis tym. useless me. haiix. haiix. haiix. i duno larrx. i wana jz. leave tis blardy place. even if it means goin to hell. at least she'll leave my frens alone. haiix. haiix. i noe. i haiix haiix haiix how many tyms oso no use de. e damage has been done. n if wenqi's mum ends up askin her to nt hang out w me anymore..i noe i deserve it la. haiix. whatever. im big bad influence. im a sucker. im a..bastard. im a bad kid. i go out early. come home late, n i don tel my mum where i go. i make my mum worried . im a fcukin bad kid. isnt ^ nice? im a badkid. uhlarlar uhlarlar. badkid badkid. yea. badkid. evryth i do , itx e bad kid's fault, nv e badkid's sister. nv. lol. jz cuz im a BIG badkid. fcuk mann. reli reli reli reli very very very very tired and frustrated of tis fcukin life. dere's practically nth except my frens. love you ppl loads. duno wad i wld hv done wo ur. haiix. but i reli feel guilty gettin em into trouble. one by one. cheyenne. ahma. wenqi. KAILING. yuenchen. jiayan. eve. sinhui. shuhui. phebe. ugh. itx enough le. continue namin i cn go knock wall. cuz alr, my overguilt for kailing cn drive me to suicide le. HELP ME, SOMEONE. I WANA GET OUT OF THIS FCUKIN PLACE, FCUKIN LIFE FCUKIN HOME, FCUKIN SISTER. YOU CALL THIS A HOME? LIK, WOW. SUCH A GREAT HOME.
i noe. tis is hopeless. bdn. sorry. sorry sorry. itx jz ni men de bad luck to noe me bahh. haiix.
thanks..for today. =) *ilu, n i'll prove to u tt everlasting love exists..

16o3o6 : o13o
like fcuk. wad joy does she find in confiscatin my fone? sadist . she jz did so agn. fcuk la. i shdnt hv cared lor. so wad if ur gonna ground me for another two weeks. u jz don trust me. U JUST DONT. cut evryth else short. u JUST LIKE TREATING ME LIKE A CAGED ANIMAL. - saturday she din let me out. ytd she din let me out. today she din let me out either. if nt for e selfstudies i wld hv rotted at home le LAH.
im glad for e selfstudies. HAHAHA. thou we're lik, doin nth. but i'll do anyth to stay away fr home as much as possible. hahax. at LEAST WE STUDY ABIT KK. lol. past few days went for e self study tng and it was kinda funny larx. only had a librarian dere, which shd b by nw, v pek w us cuz we refuse to listen to her warnings n nt eat in e library. ahaha. dn today cheyenne joined us. yupp. aftr tt we went to yishun for lunch n hair cuttin. ahma's fone is SO NICE. if ahma actually loses tt fone..HAHAx. im nt e only one hu tnks itx nice la. lol. so i wun b e only suspect. lol..i hv tis tng for black fones lurhs. =P. yeahh. e haircuttin was lik, some sorta mass cuttin . lollollol. cheyenneahmaevephebemin al cut at one shot. so cool. haha. n e best tng was al of em v satisfied. lol. min was swayin her head la. cuz she sy she layer le dn her ponytail lighter dn e feelin v shuang. dn phebe was jumpin al ard w her small small ponytail..n eve was walkin all ard w both ends of her hair at e sides, n was tellin evryone to see..haha..n ahma n cheyenne had spiked hair! lol. damn cool. haha. envious le la. i tnk she today confiscate my fone dn sekali tml don lemme go cut. -_-'''. i don CARE LARx. u wana treat me as a caged animal, im nt gonna behave lik one. plz. i SPECIALLY TOOK E EFFORT TO COME HOME AND FETCH MY BLARDY SISTER TO HER BLARDY EXAMS N I JZ WAN TO GET OUT FOR 3HOURS N U DON BLARDY ALLOW. i jz wanted to. join em for dinner. n.....................hehh. =Pp
mm.today bbal she din lemme go. fcuk fcuk fcuk. i reli cnt contain tis anger anymore le. ITX E HOLS, CANT YOU SEE. LIKE WOW. WHO CARES IF MY BLARDY SISTER WAS AT HOME.
hahax. im somewad a useless elder sibling. lol. hahax. i was tnkin tt i was a total ass. cuz jz nw my sister actually dragged me to brg her out whn i was feelin so fcukin tired. blardy hell. doesnt she noe e meanin of TIRED. yea. so i let her drag me out.turns out. we end up walkin ard j8 aimlessly. she had her heelys on .n she fell down. and me? i was sms-in at e back. lol. i tnk she fell down twice. e first tym she did she gt to her feet agn. dn e second tym she did she started crying. lol. n i jz stood dere, sms-in. lol. some ppl were practically starin at me le. i saw joyce! hmmm..dn joyce saw me. dn she was lik. uh. is she okay? dn i jz nodded n continued sms-in. lol. dn one auntie came over n asked my sister if she needed support to get to her feet. my sis rejected her offer bahh. dn if i wasnt mistaken i saw tt auntie givin me a v disgusted face. lol. itx mean to sy tis. bdn. if it was any other kid, i wld hv put down my fone n immediately go n help e kid up le. bdn itx my sis. and apparently, i don gif a damn. lol. i rmb dere was once v long ago both of us went cyclin. my sis gt lost. dn i was jz ard e area. i jz refused to go ahead n find her. dn someone came over n asked if i knew her. guess wd.i shaked my head no. lol. hahax. e sadistic final thought-i don feel e LEAST BIT guilty. ttx hw much i reli dislike my sister. HOW MUCH WIL U LIKE SOMEONE HU SCREAMS AT YOU FOR NO REASON, TREATS YOU LIKE A DOG, FORCES YOU TO GET OUT OF BED TO GO OUT, COMMANDS YOU TO DO STUFFS, THREATEN YOU TO DO STUFFS, HANGS UP YOUR CALLS, BLAME YOU WHEN OBVIOUSLY SHES AT FAULT, GETS YOU INTO SCOLDINGS ALL THE TIME..............e list is nv endin. i'll definitely get some retribution de. lol. bdn. whatever kk. arghh. my mum is stil nt done scannin thru my fone. hopefully she jz doesnt start callin ppl up agn. i hate it whn she does tt. she can invade my privacy but leave my frens alone la. they hv nth to do w my late night talkin habit. is i influence em de wor. ahahax. wenqi used to slp at 12 de. haha. clock hit 12 le dn she'll b lik, gtg le. jy oso . dn nw end up we can stay up till 6am in e mornin. -_-'''. hahax. i rmb askin jy whether she engages in late nite fone calls. she sy she doesnt, bdn she doesnt mind. lol. so we started talkin .hehh. wenqi de is we keep draggin bahh. lol. bottom line, i influenced em de la. wan blame muz come bac find me. =Pp. im tzaii. late nite talkin rocks. xDD. hahahax. yay. imoffla. lol. supercutesupercutesupercutesupercutesupercutesupercutesupercute.donaskmewhyilaughedagn.lollollol.ilikedwadyousaid.xDDsupercute=Pp