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hmm. yays. finally updatin or sth. darn pek w my comp larx..my aunt says she's gonna cal a guy come down to help me fix my comp. LOL. hopefully -- ahhax. n she's intendin to get me broadband. OMG. so nice! HAHAX. whn i get broadband i cn do lik, so many other stuffs la. cuz itx lik..for nw, i don EVEN HAVE MSN. xDDD
today was- depressin? i duno leii. today had e cny celebration..home period in kls. AND MR HUI V WETBLANKET LEI. he kip stoppin us fr goin outside. dn we were lik..wanna cheer lorx..haha..somehw..we were damn high arhhx. yuppyupp. dn whn we finally started cheerin it was SO COOL. lik e whole buildin lehhx! we started bombin 4GRACE firz. dn we combined w integrity. n we became IJ. xDDD. i rmb dere was one recess we were lik. hvin lotsa fun lor. i tnk last tues de. cuz e sec4s were al crowded in e front part of e stallone. hahax. dn we were lik..pushin here n dere..lol. dn we even invented a song for e guo tiao n hokkien mee tng. LOL. bdn we made a whole load of noise n disturbed e others. =X. hahax. anw..s i was syin..aftr e cheerin MRHUI CHASED US TO THE HALL. whn we were lik, SO HIGH LE. lol. dn aftr tt had guzheng performance. haha. kailing, guzheng is SO DARN COOL RIGHT!! LOL. yuppyupp. dn stil gt other performances etc etc lo..aftr tt initially wanted to go kbox. no $$ . settled for movie. n realised we saw e timeslot wrongly.=X. talkin bt cine. WE HAD A FREE MOVIE ANYWAY. ive gt no comments bt it..consult jolene if u wana noe more. she n i witnessed it firz hand. LOL. anw..aftr tt initially wanted to go lido.bdn e idea was given up halfway. dropped by paragon. auntie amy saw us. dn she got YI LIAN BU SHUANG. but hu cares. ohwelll..ttx her problem, nt mine! anw..dn we walked to topshop to get kailing's stuff..dn we started lookin at e mirrors dere.aha. n we realised, ahma looked lik a ___. i din jz sy tt. LOL. e rest shd b censored. yupp. lol..dn we went to fareast..halfway saw anadee w her fren arrx. we were kinda talkin bt her, n she jz appeared. LOL. nex tym cnt sy bad tngs bt anadee le. LOL. jz kiddin larrx. =P. hahahax. anw..upon reachin fareast..somehw..we gt tired..n jz sat down outside one of e shops in fareast. haha. dn those mor stamina de went to walk walk. lol. ended up we(fiona,ahma,wenqi,cheyenne n me) went to sit at KFC. tt was HOW LAZY WE WERE. lol. lik, went out shoppin bdn end up sittin in KFC. haha.. we jz lack stamina larx. LOL. crapped loads la. haha. dam funny lor. n churros fr churros world isnt reli tt nice to eat. i miss marche's churros. yeahh. sat v long dere lorx. n eve phebe min came over n said ey wanted to leave firz. hmmm..anw. IM STILL DEALING FROM SHOCK` yeahh. aftr tt we left le. saw leelaoshi in scotts. LOL. she wanted to trim her eyebrows cuz of e newyr. crappd agn w her. n she refuses to gif us angbaos even thou she's married. HAHAHA. jkjk. dn metup w fishy n jolene. n dn. we WENT HOME! tio kb by my mum. n she saw wenqi. duno wad wil hpn lorrx. bdn i don see wads my mum's prob bt wenqi la. seriously. welll. no. itx nt only wenqi. itx all of my frens. arghhh. don care em. wad matters is i love all of em . XDDDD. went to fetch my sis. realise she went home wo me. welll. fine lorrx. dn i din feel lik goin home. lol. im lik bein antisocial la. n i reli v dimwitted ba. it took me so long to realise exactly THAT meant. n welll. i din lik it whn i actually realised it. gt abit dep? im kinda lik, not grown up to get dep over such tngs. bdn itx cuz it meant alot to me. bdn reli, i cant force tngs to hpn . n i noe im askin for too much le..lik..i shd b grateful at least i gt appreciated. haiix. i duno. i kip askin for more. haiix. kla. im off le. cia0z
-tt letter. wasnt saddenin at all.- it made me v happy. really. bdn im confused over wad to do nw..cuz i duno wad u wan..or wad u tnk nw..i duno if u stil feel e way s u wrote in e letter.haiix. =(
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i duno. im stil s confused s i was. stil s guilty s it is. tot evryth wld b better today..but it din seem so. esp in e mornin whn i had to see em tgt..- haiix. i din jz sy tt. welll. i gotta jz accept tngs for wad it is. since itx sorta, fated le? i duno. im hopin tngs wil chng or sth. LOL. im lik, so mean la. n i jz said i don wana b a valentine's day terrorist anymore. probably e answer's in me. cuz it hpned to me once. nw itx hpn-in agn..i don wan tngs to b tis way. i duno. i told myself i wld ctrl my feelings. n look wad controllin did to me. haha. if i reli get desperate or sth i'll jz go " i wanna concentrate on my Os firz" . which is lik, total crap. i don tnk i shd get anyone to trust me jz yet. i don tnk i shd sy anyth jz yet. cuz evryth i say is nt bein shown. so it ends up tt im tellin lies. n my sister's playin of e darn recorder isnt makin tngs any better for me. im gettin mor n mor frustrated by e min. -_-.. okay. she has finally went off. hmmm. i finally got e phrase-im makin a whole freakin mess outta my life ryt nw..by nt bein able to define my feelings. wad i did e last tym..i cant reli recall. i don even noe why i looked outta e window. it was a natural reaction..i jz hoped to see ______ passin by or sth..? i lied. again. bdn at tt point of tym, i din. it chngd today whn i went to school. im lik, in a whole load of mess larrx. i duno i duno i duno i duno i duno i duno. i don wana go tnk. for e moment yet. haiix. cia0z.