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comp shut down on me. how unlucky can i get. lol. im freakin pissd la, s i was sayin. lol. cuz i tnk eve's right. lik if u get trophies ur parents wun care. ey even say itx takin up lotsa space. u gt improvement in ur studies nobody cares. bdn whn ey see e F9s dn ey care. lol. n ey care damn nice de. ey wil nagg lor. scold lor. lol. wad FREAKIN RIGHTS HAS SHE TO DRAGG ME BACK FROM CHALET? tis tym i worked so hard is cuz of chalet n mp3 de. one is to show my mum, one is to show my dad. my dad blievs me. ttx nice. he believes i reli studied. my mum doesnt. she even criticizes tt my class ppl r lousy ppl. PLEASE. WE ARENT IN SOME CRAPPY SCHOOL. OUR CUTOFF IS 233, AT LEAST. MY CLASS PPL ARENT LOUSY. WE ARE ALL PLAIN LAZY. AND ITX OUR DUMB MATHS AND SCIENCE. SO PLEASE DONT CRITICISE THEM. ANYWAY. WHO ARE YOU TO DO SO?SHE DRAGGED ME ALL THE WAY BACK FROM CHALET. JZ WHN I THOUGHT I COULD FINALLY GO FOR THE ENTIRE CHALET. AND NOW IM PISSD. WADS HER PROBLEM WITH WENQI AND KAILING? WADS HER PROBLEM WITH THE FRIENDS I HAVE. I LOVE ALL OF THEM. AND I DONT GIVE A FCUK. CUZ EY MEAN MUCH MORE DN YOU MEAN TO ME. CUZ EY TRUST ME EY BELIEVE ME. u dont. even if u did u nv showed. i get scoldings evry single day for wad? really la. wenqi doesnt sms me at 3am for nth. we dont talk till 6am for nth. itx e generation gap la. sometimes i hope i can talk to her. i reli envy ppl hu cant lie to their parents. haha. n oso ppl hu r close to their parents. i envy ppl with happy families. lol. envy. green colour de. what-ever. lol.
TO ALL 2 GRACE DE! im really sorry for causing so much trouble. sorry.
hmm. e chalet was real fun! haha. i reached dere on e firz day lik 11+ PM la..lol..haihao la actually. dn ey were in changi village eatin supper. lol cuz i was draggn a whole bunch of satays i went to e chalet first lor..ahma pei me go bac de.dn yanguang n joshua were playin e kungfu fightin game. damn funny larx tt game. ahma keep usin combos. wth. lol. take so many lives. haha. dn aftr e changi village de ppl came bac liau evryone was playin tt. haha. aftr tt evryone went up..slacked in e rooms. played blackjack. i lost like shat la.hhaha. bdn nvm larx. dn whn it was lik 3+ nobody realised lorrx. haha. dn wenqi n me were lik. 3am ar. stil early la. lol. anw, we got to slp at ard 4+ la. ahma refused to squeeze w us >.<. duno y la. bdn we were seriously kinda squeezed. haha. on e bed itself were phebe,cheyenne,fiona,wenqi n me. dn on e two mattressses on e floor were mel,fiona,jolene,shimin n eve. lol. bdn gt squeeze dn wen luan ma. hahaha. i tnk itx reli a damn nice feelin to wake up n find ur frens ard u. lol. yepp. hahahah. 7+ cheyenne n me were up le. haha. cheyenne said it was cold. yupp. duno la. anw, aftr tt we went down eat breakfast lor. kailing n fishy were back le. my breakfast is kailing n mels hlp me prepare de. HAHAHA.THANKS! dn aftr tt we slacked abit mor cuz e guys went out to play bbal. we waited for em to come bac to go cyclin....yahh. ahha. rented e bikes. mrbikes enterprise. lol. yeah. 13bikes. nice number. n we looked as if we were goin to start a fight or sth. lol. dn we cycled a really big round ard changi. yeahh.
KAN JIAN ZHANG LANG WO BU PA BU PA LA,
WO SHEN JING BI JIAO DA,
BU PA BU PA BU PA LA.
YI GE REN SHUI WO BU PA BU PA LA,
YONG QI DANG MIAN BEI,BU PA BU PA BU PA LA.
hahaha. tis song kinda irritated evryone. ttx nice. cuz fishy n me de aim was to irritate evryone. dn aftr tt big round we went 7-11 for drinks. n dn we splited cuz some of us were totally tired le. ha. jolene,cheyenne,eve,fiona n me went for PRATA!! haha. cheyenne succeeded in gettin e uncle to cook for us. cuz he only intended to start cookin at 4. lol. dn we ate la..yeahh. dn cycled bac to e shop..n went for bbal. lol. bbal was fun. haha. yahh. dn aftr tt we went bac le..intended to start fire de. IT RAINED. sao xin leiii. dn aftr tt ahma n cheyenne n kailing arhh. i tnk stil gt alot more ppl..ey improvised n tried to make dinner for us. nice. haha. e corns were damn nice. dn we were outside watchin prince bian frog. n fishy n me can actually memorise all e adverts la. lol. e jessica alba de. i tnk tt advert is nice. v creative narhh. haha. tiger beer..haha. dn ahma n wenqi were lik tellin me ey duno me. lol. nvm. see nex tym gt wad job tt caters to ppl hu memorizes crappy stuffs lik adverts. haha. e jessica alba de goes, hey jessica alba! isnt she ur fav star? dn tt guy smile. dn ey go into e conference place. dn e other guys were lik, it's time. dn ey sneaked to e room wher e sound system was at. yahh. dn e guy open e beer..dn gt sound. hehe. dn evryone was tempted. dn tt guy was lik, plz proceed to e lobby bar for tiger beer! dn evryone ran. dn e guy left dere. jessica alba came out. she gave a weird expression .dn she was lik, yes? dn e guy say. how wld you lik some, tiger beer? dn e jessica alba was lik. smile n say, sure. haha. dn ey drink. dn gt one guy accidentally press on e tv live feed button. dn jessica alba say "hu's gonna get me another tigeR?" haha.still gt e one day acuvue define de. makes ur eyes look bigger. lol. dn e sk jewellery de. -zhe ge, shi ge te bie de jing tian! lol. kkz. i jz lamed e person hu read tis. hmm yahh. dn at night..go back rooms agn lor. evryone queuin up to bathe. hehe. dn i fell aslp le..on e bed. haha. overheard huigun sayin wad, now can go rent bike ma? lol. it was lik, duno wad tym le. haha. somehw, i fell aslp la..cuz i was..kinda pissd over sth. nt sy pissd la. im nt supposed to b pissd. somehw i was. haha. n slpin cn calm someone down la. so..yahh. whn i woke up it was 1+ almost 2 le. dn i was like. EHH. i tot goin changi village de. lol. somehw e slpin din calm me down n i started kb-in evryone. lol. i was lik. knn. i tot got go changi village de. scam me. n we reli did go. kailing,fiona,jolene,mels,shimin n me. haha. we left for changi village. walked one big round b4 we went back to slp. n i was sneezin thru e night. sorry. sinus. =X. yeahh. n i woke up to realise i had took mel s my bolster. lol. she was lik tellin me i was huggin her..dn she pushed me away n i even 'oi-ed' her. lol. kailing oso gt lor. kailing hugged eve. RWAHAHAHA. evryone's slpin habits were exposed tt mornin. yuxuan shouted. phebe mumbled. dn fiona whn shift position durin slpin tt tym wil make some noise de..hahax. dn aftr tt we slacked ard..watched white chicks. had to wait for my mum to brg lunch over. n ttx whn all e troubles started. haiix. yupp. dn we were actually watchin white chicks in guys de room .dn aftr tt weihan said he had wanted to brg e player home. so we cldnt watch le. dn aftr tt downstairs ey were watchin blade trinity .quite niz eh. dn we had some sort of movie marathon. aftr blade we watched whitechicks. tt show's nice. gt breakers de. HHA. dn aftr tt actually wanted to watch chucky. bdn it cldnt play. haha. so we left la. dn some others watched sahara..my mum came. haiix. had to get kailing n wenqi to stay in e room b4 she left. haha. so mean la. really ey have e rights to tour ard e chalet de. ey paid ma. 15bucks lei. yupp. dn kailing went down n strolled past my mum. damn tzai lor. haha.dn my mum called me in. say lotsa crapps. dn haihao la. dn aftr tt my sis forced me to brg her to e beach. if only she din noe bt beaches. if only we went back earlier. haiix. dn my mum almost wanted to leave le. bdn im reli down on my luck. shd hv got her to leave earlier. kailing n wenqi came back. my mum recognized wenqi. MY BLARDY SISTER ADDED SALT N PEPPER TO it. dn i was forced to leave le. i din wan to. stayed upstairs. phebe ey all were dere..thanks for bein dere. it means alot. =) yupp. dn started to cry le. im a loser la. lidat oso cry. haix. no choice lor. took my bag n left. i tnk kailing n my mum had a big quarrel b4 tt. kailing, sorry. i tnk i say sorry till evryone sian le. bdn im reli guilty cuz i caused so much trouble to all of ur. esp kailing n wenqi. reli. yahh. dn aftr tt i wanted to leave. my mum din wan to. said she sat dere purposely to wei nan wenqi n kailing. she said cuz if she sat dere dn ey wil feel uncomfortable. stupid la. sorry sorry sorry. haiix. she stayed right up till bbq. dn gt me to leave. uh nope. b4 tt she wanted to watch teletext whn it was 7sharp.lol. tt itself pissd some ppl le i tnk. dn my sister was kaobei-in cuz she wanted to watch tongxinyuan. eve almost wanted to slap her. i may b bad saying tis, bdn i really really hate my sister. really. MY SISTER LOST AND GT KB-ED AT. yays. she needs much more dn jz a simple kb lor. lol. n eve finally uds y i hate my sister so much. hhaha. dn left. yupp. was pleadin my mum on e way home..bdn..forget it larx. dn i reached home. kept tnkin bt chalet. so i watched stairway to heaven. MUM GOT ME TO FOLD CLOTHES AGN. bdn i gt kinda addicted le. so i cldnt get off e comp. so she came in, took my hp n sat dere. TT WAS THE EXTREME. SHE DELETED MY STUFFS FROM MY HP! wad rights has she to do tt. she see le hai hao. bdn stil del. SHE DELETED MY STUFFFFFF. others' parents don even check their fones! wth. nw my fone's in custody w her. n shat. i gt wenqi into trouble agn. haiix. die le la. hmm. e other tym my mum did tis, kailing n me drifted . nw wenqi n me gonna drift. if she continues..dn..YAY. i wun hv any frens le. is tt wad she wans? hmm nope,i shd sy, isnt tt wad she owaes wanted ? cheyenne's right. my mum's mad. wads wrong w replyin a fren's sms? does my mum even care hw depressed i was ytd? why do parents nv tnk ey are wrong? nt all parents.n mine isnt parents. my dad understands. my mum is e one tt doesnt uds. fine. wo zhen de hen dui bu qi wenqi. zhen de. haiix. if tis reli causes us to drift i noe itx my fault..i duno wad to say le..cant possibly kip sayin sorry sorry sorry. it doesnt hlp le. haiix..tis home doesnt hv any warmth. why doesnt she uds. haiix. im off.
2grace de, zhen de zhen de hen dui bu qi.y cant i even protect my own frens....
hmm..i did tt cuz i was jealous....n i reli reli alr tried nt to.