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i can't come no matter how long you wait
crying like a silly fool beside you
i keep breaking your heart
why don't you know?
please leave, don't wait anymore
i miss you
i miss you
i even hate myself for being like this
i'm so weak
i feel like crying
if only all these had never happened

memories of loving you madly
the past is searching for you
can't use love to bind you anymore
knowing very well it cannot be
but i really miss you
i really really want to forget you

STAIRWAYTOHEAVENTHEME
BOGOSHIPDAKIMBUNSOO

kinda. today tot of lotsa stuff lorrx. haha. i even xiang qi tt tym whn i shouted at fiona xiaomeii..stil feel so guilty over it la..haiix. these 3yrs so many tngs hpn..don even feel lik 3yrs lor. feel lik we spent mor dn 3yrs tgt le..j0gathon o3o4o5, national day o3o4o5, chalet o4, entrepinnacle o4..stil got lotsa lotsa stuff larx..i duno. slackin too much le..dn mind anyhow wonder ard..dn tot of al e old tyms. haha. not exactly old larrx..oso duno hw to sy..xiang dao le xin hen suan. cant bliev its alr end of sec3 le..lik. so fast. haiix. don look fwd to levels lei. so fast gonna separate le. im lik so depressed today. ohyah. stairway to heaven is uber uber uber nice. jz tt itx startin to get draggy le. haha. e pullin n pushin here n dere.-eve's fave. lol. we can even act it out la. lik darn funny de. hmm. sometyms i jz feel tt i can go relate myself to tt stairway de storyline ba. lik wad e..frens better dn couples or wadeber la. i hate tt la. i hate e way ey do it to each other. lik wth..ey lik each other dn stil lidat..haiix. i duno. feel sad for em. haha. if only tis doesnt hpn in reality. e sad tng is it does. freakk. im talkin crapp le.
lovin someone means u gotta make sacrifices. u gotta make tt person happy. im gonna do jz tt..as long as cn see u happy jiu hao le..evryth else doesnt matter le..haiix. i seriously wana cry. cry out loudly..vent all my blardy frustrations. na wan wo jing ran mei ku..hmm..suan zao shang ba. hmm..too many tngs hpn le. unexpected de oso hv. expected de oso hv. hmm..haiix. sian. been muggin these few days. ignorin maths. concentratin on chem n fnn. mrs ang oso kinda, gif up on us le. i duno lar. my maths is weak to e extreme. i nid extra extra help. haha. i spent 4days doin trigo n i stil duno hw to do it lar. haiix. shibai shibaii. haha. dui..wo jiu shi shibaii. haiix. suan le. im off. cia0z