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im desperate. im helpless. im useless. i myself don reli noe wad i wan either. itx v contradictin larrx. i wan to. but i don dare to. n if i don wan to, i end up doin it. i end up actin i don care whn i care so much i don dare say it out. haiix. forget it. i duno wad im troubled over. i jz noe i am. chi eoy's tml. evryone help me pray worr!! hahaha. n im fascinatedd w wenqi's zen neeon. lol. wadeva larrx. xD
ohyah. before i digress. haha..tml wana go play bbal..bdn..duno lei. see hw firz lor..haiix. FCUK. fcuk. fcuk fcuk. im darn pissed. im darn pissed at bein such a coward. i duno larhs. i knew i'll b sayin fcuk lotsa tyms today. either i sy em lotsa tyms or i wun say at all. i duno wad to do. im at a loss lar. im kinda grateful ey care so much lor..n ey try to find me a better way out..thanks..i mean it..bdn..i jz..cant..n..i don wan to. dere's only one person i like now..n so wil it be.
my mum's mad. my sis made her darn angry. well. im off. b4 she gets mad at me.
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n nth will ever chng tis fact..haiix.