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firz day of common test. haiix. went quite well i guess.n im nt supposed to b here ryt? supposed to b in my chem texts. arghh. lol..i tnk itx kinda tiring to hv common tests only aftr sch lorrx. kinda lik..so tired le dn stil hafta recall wad we learnt n write so longg. yahla. hw we started sch today was lik. funny lor..itx lik. e way he said it made it look kinda funny. lik..ermx. hE said "i look at my fren, he smile at me, so i smile bac at him". dn he said "okay. u get 6hrs sch service." itx kinda lik. funny lor. lik u get sch service for smilin. hahax..bdn eugene gt v pissed la. bdn i don reli tnk its eugene's fault lor..hmm.. yahh. bdn anw..sch was okay la. din hv our electives. dn aftr tt was maths,eng n chi. lol. we gt marshmellows to eat. eat til sian. hahaha. lik so sweet lorrx..haha. dn aftr recess..fnn lor..mslim so pissed cuz her kitchen was dirty la. she came over to complain norhh. haha..todays practical was..alright la. HAHAHA. so much eggs lor. i tnk today i ate 4eggs. hahax. cholesterol v high le. cRAPP!! anw..if msang reli biased towards us i noe why larx. ahax. we nv brg cloths today..she was tellin us to dry e utensils b4 puttin em bac n dn cuz no cloth so we jz put it bac n diam diam. hahaha. no larx..nex week tnk i better brg e big cloth le. if nt reli get scoldin. haha..dn aftr sch wenqi n me were pushin 2obucks to each other la. wenqi lar. stupid lor. tel her gif her le dn she stil insist i take. >.< anw..im feelin. v tired sdnly. jz sick n tired of nt bein able to accept tngs. or i jz hate havin to accept tngs e way ey are la. bein reli tired of tnkin n tnkin n i cant stop myself fr doin so. its lik..evry moment i cn nv get it to leave my mind larx. n i noe very well no matter hw much i tnk it doesnt hlp. itx so pointless larx.n i wana oppose. ai ren zhen de bu shi xin fu de la. bei ai bi jiao xin fu. hahaha. ohyahh.i lik shuhui's msn nick - i can't, i shouldn't, i mustn't . hahaha. makes real sense to me now. haiix. hmm..i saw e submitted foto eve submitted on frenster. lol..e side view de. hahaha. i jz lik my side view so much mor dn my front one la. HAHAHAHA. gt e abstract feelin. okayokay. im gettin so zilian lorx. hahaha. anw. i reli love my hair alot larx. hahahahahaha..i love e hairstylist can. i tnk she's called jass or sth. yea itx sth lidat. she damn tzai la. haha. mb one of my ambitions shd b a hairstylist. anw..my tt "fren" de hair is i hlp her cut de. haha. i tnk shimin wil noe which "fren". hahahx. kkz. muggin on chem le. cia0z

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