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yeahh. still as irritated. tnk itx nt gona go away. tis blardy irritation has been here for e 4th day le. fCuk! haha..think phebe cnt read my blog. if nt she'll b e one irritated..by those vulgar. i gt so irritated im vulgar these few days. scoldin words lik kaobei,nabei,n puabei,jibong. knn. lol. i jz scold wadeva tt comes to mind at tt moment of time. sorry if i irritated evryone else. hmm..today mornin was esp irritated. reached sch early cuz nv meet wenqi..yahh. dn at firz cuz i was w another fren whn shimin saw me..so shimin act lik nv see me lidat. dn i was lik..weii. bu ren shi ah. dn carolyn oso act lidat. lol. dn whn we walked to e table wher e gracians assemble evry morning,we took our places n i was silent for e 2mins. dn i started grumblin n findin stuff to geigao.at firz i was askin shimin hw come she sit facin e other side. cuz sit dere nth to see lor. dn aftr tt huigun come le. she came w tis Amaths text in her hands. she put e book down on e table. dn i was lik. dammit la. ni wei shen me yao du AMATHS? ni gen wo jiang la! wei shen me? haha. i was kinda, lookin for someone to quarrel w. dn no one willin to entertain me!! hmm..aftr tt kitty came i tnk..w eve n fiona ah? i duno lehh.hmm..i forgot wad i geigao-ed abt w kitty. ohyah. cuz she fanbo me. she was lik, wei shen me bu ke yi du a maths. i was lik,why muz u b so smart?! why muz u b in 3faith? lol..dn aftr tt no one for me to find trouble w le. dn i was lik. EH. WHY MUST THESE PPL BE LATE? dn i was shoutin shoutin shoutin. dn shimin n june kept tryin to shut me up-to no avail DUHH. i was reli irritated. dn cheyenne came..hha. i din noe hw to attitude cheyenne. dn aftr tt..was wenqi. i was lik. dammit why u so late! i shouted her at a distance lor..haha. dn she at firz tot i was shoutin to someone bhd her. aftr tt ahma ey all came tgt. i started kaobei-in agn. dn ey were lik..anet wads wrong w u today arhhh. dn i diam for a few secs. dn i felt strange..i felt the tears comin. dn phebe was lik..anet ni zuo me. dn i was lik.duno lar v stressed. tnk wana cry le. i was laughin..dn i cried..in tt instant i felt . pek. i felt all e bad feelings in e world. i don tnk i had felt tt bad ever b4. reli is serious moodswing. or itx cuz ive kept e damned feelins w me for too long le. no matter hw jealous,hw pissed,hw wadeva, i kept it within me..almost half a mth le. sickk. reli. haiix. i cant stop myself fr tnkin. reli i cant. i don wana b tis way too. im irritated at myself for bein so irritated. was much better aftr i cried..tnk i shockedd some ppl whn i cried. cuz i was laughin..hmm i duno lahhz..yahh..sorry n thanks to evryone_
aftr tt was ss. hmm.ss tcher showed attitude narhh..cuz we were studyin for PAC. hv PAC test mahh. dn he gave up tryin to make us kip our PAC texts..dn he jz sat down dere. dn he was lik 'ur cn go study for ur PAC..i hope u guys get 1oo/1oo.' dn eugene goh was lik..weii. don lidat la. dn we were lik..shat. dn we kept our stuff.okay la..dn he continue teachin. tnk he's in a bad mood today bahh..aftr tt was PAC. i tnk e PACtcher lik, hv sth agnst me lor. wadeber..i don reli give a damn now. i can gladly fail my PAC..yahh.linjunjie said BUSHIMEIGERENDUHUIDUSHU. i feel lik im goin to sch evryday cuz of recess n aftr sch activities. n most of us r occupied these few days..so aftr sch these few days i've been loiterin all ard. today loiter at sch till 5lidat..hmm. anw..i jz hope my mood reli improves tml lor. i don wana go sch n kaobei evryone agn. trustme, i reli reli don lik it as much as u ppl dislike it. =X sorry.

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