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hmm..todays zhenhui's birthday..haha..happy birthday!
hmm..i tot im supposed to feel better. well. i tot. n im SUPPOSED TO. bdn somehow im feelin worse larr..duno why oso. guilty..jealous..worried..depressed..reli lor. gt alot of tngs to make me feel better. bdn somehow..i aint. haiix. tnkin too much results in severe depression. my latest crappy sentence..which..somehow makes some sense..for once. hmm..jz added testi for loads of ppl on frenster..haha..cuz i realise ever since hav blog i've bein kinda inactive in frenster..lol. bdn most of e testi i added for em v qian bian. tnk i'll kana hacked whn i go bac sch on tues. RWAHAHAS..i don feel lik goin bac sch on tues. im reli reli supposed to feel better lorx. bdn i don wan go sch..i wana..run away? crapp. firz tym i spend so much tym broodin on tis kinda matters. nvm. go hang up the wet clothes le. hope it'll jz go awayy..tis stupid feelin of mine..haiix.

/ shd i smile cuz we're frens, or cry because ttx all we'll ever be?