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hmm. today..is quite okay larx. shd sy..quite lonely n sad. at firx mornin hai hao de..go sch..AND TODAY IS HP COME BACK DAY! feel kind guilty leh. second offence le..bdn aftr one mth dn take bac. bdn reli dbd if i hafta wait for another 2mths..WEDNESDAYS lessons are so so so darn draggy. somemore have julia gabriels. bdn julia gabirels today oso pass quite fast..dn aftr sch chiong go tke hp le. haha..dn mrlim so cute. ahma pei me go tke. dn we were outside e HOD room. dn lanlaoshi open dr for me..and ask us to make e door stay dere. WE TOOK 5MINS dere. dn mrlim ask me go in..dn he was lik yea? dn i was lik..orh..erm..can i hav my hp bac pleasse? dn he gave me tis v farnie expression n say..can..muz wait okay? haha. so niz norhhs..dn i was lik. yes sirr. dn he gif me e form..dn i saw e tng..how many tyms item got confiscatedd. was starin at it for one min b4 i put one..feelin so guilty now..haix. bdn two mths leh. so darn longg. haix. *sorry mr lim.. hmm.
dn aftr tt wait for fiona n jolene outside their klsroom. hmm..dn i went off w fiona cuz so many ppl hav CCA. haiix. dn sit at canteen wait for JY. dn she told me adr* don lik her..i was lik. huh..serious. haixx..dn ytd was lik..in a combined convo..adr* was dere la. kinda kip crappin..n expect adr* to hav some response..bdn lik wadeva i say adr* wil nt say anyth..so its lik. kinda sadd..n i don tnk adr* lik me lorr. as in in frens terms la..cuz im lik a bladee arsehole? jy keep tellin me adr* don don lik me..but yea. i tnk tt way larr. or mb i tnk too much..bdn sometyms feel lik..adr* kinda avoidin me lidat. lik sy..evn in a grp..wadeva tng i sy wil nv catch adr*'s attention de..hmm. bdn nvm la. im used to jz lookin afar at u*. im used to jz hopin u* r happy. im used to jz tritin evryth of tis a fantasy. cuz i noe i wil nv b able to hav u. bdn ..no matter wad i do. haixx. i noe how irritatin i am narhh. so itx okayy..haha. look on e bright side la. at least i get to see fr afar. ttx mor dn i can ever get. seein ya evryday is enuf for me le. at least. we are stil frens. at least. i get to say tt "hi" to u. tt means so much to me.

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